May 2012
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You don’t miss me as much as I miss you. I know.
I don't understand
Why is it still hard to talk about? After all this time has passed and after everything that has happened during this time, the words still put up a fight just to get out of my mouth. My heart strings pull at themselves, and my voice shakes like a blender on chop. So much has changed, but it’s almost like I’m back where I started.
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Second week in a row… I was really looking forward to this, but it’s okay. Never mind the promise. You probably just wanted to make me happy and forgot what today is. The other thing is more important anyway. The world revolves neither around me nor my wants. My disappointment means nothing. I’m trying to stop being selfish. I’m over it.
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I'm not even on drugs. I'm just weird.
8231158:
My Heart Will Go On | Celine Dion
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Listen
erisatotheright:
I want to be extraordinary and interesting and someone that would make you happy to say “Yeah, that’s her.”
April 2012
I dare not think about some things during the day. I can only push them aside for so long.
Bandages of laughter hide my bruises, but they can’t stop the pain.
There's a class for this: sarfdhgvkjhbljbljb →
erisatotheright:
It makes me so mad when people completely shut out their friends as soon as they’re in a relationship. Yeah, it’s good that you’re in a relationship and all, but at least make time for your friends. Because they’re gonna be the ones who are there for you if/when things go wrong. It’ll be your own…
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isyouhero replied to your photo: Looks like another all-nighter on another Thursday…
Right with you, man -____-
LOL again? This is happening too often.
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Pillow Hugs
To miss him a little less:
Grab a big fluffy pillow.
Call the person whom you miss.
Ask him/her if he/she has a pillow.
(If the answer is no) Tell him/her to get a pillow and wait until he/she does.
Hug/squeeze/squish your pillow while he/she does the same.
I do this quite often. Since we’re both hugging pillows, it’s kind of like we’re indirectly hugging each other. Hugs...
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About Cheer: 1
You can’t just wish for something to happen. You have to be willing to put in the work and try hard to reach your goal. You can’t complain that you don’t have what you wanted if you didn’t even try to get it.
Focus on what you have accomplished and how much you have progressed since you started. The improvement will astonish you. Comparing yourself to those who have...
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Release a lantern into the air at a floating lantern festival.
I find myself here often. I’m at a place where I’m very unmotivated to do any of my schoolwork. This school year has been good to me, yet right now I am pushing away all of the progress that I have made.
What out of this world is wrong with me?
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Escape
Escape: that’s what running has offered me. Music blasting through my earphones, chilly air whipping against my body, my feet flying off the pavement, running never felt so good. With the music so loud, I couldn’t hear my thoughts. Everything that went wrong today was cleared from my mind, drowned by lyrics I wouldn’t stop to listen to. It was probably the first peace...
Well, I know who’s going to have a good cheer practice. Anger, you will leave when I practice.
Today is one of the few days that I actually took a little time to look somewhat decent just to go to school. This is officially “Try to Look Like a Girl” week for me.
traciagain:
I didn’t know what I wanted and I thought I had to choose between the choices that were right in front of me. I finally realized that I create my own opportunities and I don’t need to feel bounded by the limits given to me by other people.
I was so busy blaming people because I felt like they were making me unhappy but I was the only one making myself unhappy. I let their...
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Busy night, week, month.
Period 1 APUSH: DBQ (must complete before extension—gained by uncontrollable circumstances—on Friday)
Period 2 Chemistry: bookwork for new chapter
Period 3 English: chapter 7 quiz/vocab quiz, chapter 8, chapter 8 questions
Period 4 Japanese 3: presentation
Period 6 Trigonometry/Algebra 3: unbelievable amount of back-work, test
Other: the play starts this week!
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Apologies
Uneasy inside, you can’t stop trembling with remorse. No matter how much you wish that you could, you can’t take anything you did back. All you can do is put away your pride and apologize to the person/friend whom you hurt. You think about how your friend, your best friend, felt when you launched your attack then wonder how will he/she trust you again, how will things be the same,...
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Live it and learn
Because…
I procrastinate like there’s no tomorrow,
I’m a terrible friend,
I say really mean things to hurt people when I’m angry,
I must face the consequences. That’s life.
